Here is my first belly picture.. I know there isn't really much to look at yet but we all know there will be. I was actually feeling good on Saturday when we took this picture. You cant really tell in this picture cause I'm wearing a sports bra.. but my boobs are huge!! (well big for me.. and Beth) I have been feeling pretty good lately, I had like 2 weeks where I was just miserable and so pathetic, but I have been feeling better... until yesterday. The one thing that sets me off if I just think about it is BBQ sauce. Yesterday my boss got himself a BBQ beef sandwich that is the absolutely strongest smell I have ever smelt in my life. He decided to eat it right in front of me. I was doing so good, I was breathing through my mouth so I couldn't really smell it and just wasn't looking at him. Well... it didn't work. I held it in while at my desk, but so so close to loosing it all over everything. The first thing that popped into my head...The toilet is disgusting, I wont even sit directly on the toilet, so there was no way I was going to put my face in it... so what did I do? I ran out the front door and threw up in the flower beds right outside the door... not once... not twice but three times. It was awful! The smell was still hovering in my office so, I had to sit at my desk freezing while I aired out my office to free myself from the BBQ stink. To make things worse, Jaxon had just dropped me off at work and took my car to class.. so I couldn't even leave, or call Jaxon to come and pick me up. Oh it was a miserable day of work. I have to admit that when I lost it in the flowers all I could do was laugh and be thankful that no customers were just one their way in, cause I just barely made it out the door, if there would have been a road block it would have been so bad!
