Being Pregnant

Ok guys I'm back. So, I haven't blogged in a while cause I have been dealing with all of the "joys" of pregnancy. Ok so I don't work very much, I work from 10-4 everyday... and all I do is sit at a desk and talk to people that come in and on the phones and so on, and I come home everyday just exhausted! I come home and crash, Jaxon even makes me dinner cause I don't have the energy. So I hate to say it but blogging hasn't exactly been first on my list of things to do... sorry. Don't get me wrong I am so happy and excited to be pregnant.. but it totally does change your daily life. This week has also been horrible with the nauseous feeling.. I didn't go to work yesterday cause I was feeling so horrible and was just bawling cause I felt so bad. Nothing ever sounds good to eat and I have to force myself to eat every few hours. When then when something finally does sound good, well it stops sounding good about half way through eating it and it makes me sick to look at it.. so Jaxon has been getting a lot of half eatin meals lately. Jaxon just laughs at me when I ask him if he wants the rest of something with just a disgusted look on my face, luckily he cleans up what I leave and then some. My stomach is so sensitive... I'm only 6 weeks pregnant and today I had to get maternity garments. The spandex ones that I wear aren't like too small.. but they apply just too much pressure that makes it worse... what woman is wearing maternity clothes after only 6 weeks!! That's just pathetic I'm afraid... but they are very nice. Up until this last week I wasn't really feeling sick at all, I was all whats the big deal... ummm yeah im a panzy and it sucks! Don;t even get me started on the smells that turn my stomach.. or how many times i have to get up to go to the bathroom each night... I know that all of you that have kids can feel my pain, and your probably laughing at me.. but I'm strugglin, haha. Anyways, I am so excited to be pregnant and I can't wait for the next steps. I will try to be better at keeping up with this too.. just work with me. Love you all!